Since I have been in Nebraska, time has not meant too much. I don't have a job, I don't have anywhere to be, i have no real agenda.. it was fun at first but not its kinda sad. sometimes i feel worthless.. so i have been trying to keep myself occupied. because a few days in a row i NEVER got ready because i had nothing to get ready for.. so i decided i just need to get up and get ready right away and try to do something productive. i have been job hunting fixing up our house (which costs too much to really do much) and baking and cooking dinner and having friends over for dinner and taking care of Hazel, but i think once Jason starts school and we get more of a routine things will feel more normal. i mean we both don't work, we can basically do whatever we want... it's just a weird feeling. Maybe tomorrow i will plan out the salon i want to create in my basement. That way i can start taking clients sooner.. and maybe i will hear from some jobs? well until then i will play with my baby and husband!